Confession

I have been thinking lately and it didn't hurt! 

What do you do when you are surrounded by judgemental people? That's what I feel or what I have been made to feel this last few years because I chose to be by myself. I know that I am some kind of freak because I just can't comprehend my life with someone. My sickness or abnormalities of liking to be alone or to remain in solitude is like a taboo around my universe. I know that I love to be by myself most of the time and I cannot imagine liking anyone around me everyday. That will be too much of sacrifice to my well guarded cocoon of bachelorhood. Those who care for me are worried about getting old and what society might look at me or talk about me but what they don't understand is that these are the least of my worries. I know where to look for issues and society is not one of them. "Society" has never interested me. They have never played an important part in my personal decisions although I might have followed social customs when it deals with others. I am somewhat a lost soul because of my lonely existence. The thing is that I prefer my loneliness rather than suffer the agony of suffering a lifetime of unsuitable partnership or sharing the same bed or room! I know I am sick. But, please understand that I am only human with such frailties and imperfections.